I could never get enough of dinosaurs and other long-extinct creatures. So, for the longest time, I wanted to be a paleontologist. My parents would take me to the Canadian Badlands, a hotbed of fossilized dinosaur remains, where we would marvel at huge reconstructed specimens and look around for little fossils in the rocks of the nearby riverbank. One time, I found a fossilized bone at one location and excitedly took it to the local museum. They told me it likely came from a duck-billed dinosaur, such as a hadrosaurus, and I thought it was the coolest thing ever.
This would have to be seeing the outpouring of support I received while in China for the Olympics. My local community and the skiing community at large have always been very good to me, but during the Games, it was amazing to see the scale and amount which people cared how I was doing. Even people I barely knew, or in some cases did not know at all, were sending me notes of encouragement. It was really something special that made representing Canada at the Games such a privilege.
I am someone who likes working with data, and now that I have more time post-college, I am applying some of the skills from my education to better collect and analyze skiing-related data. For instance, I am working to improve my training logging so that I can more easily look back at the end of a season to see what worked and what didn’t. On competition day, using the right ski for the right condition is also super important and can vary hugely from day to day. The best skiers in the world could likely have on the order of a hundred pairs to choose from, so I am trying to improve my system for remembering what skis I used when, which pairs are good, and which pairs are mostly obsolete and ought to be traded in for a better pair.
My research in self-assembly is chiefly an application of statistical physics, specifically equilibrium statistical mechanics, that uses partition functions to predict yields of self-assembled structures. Meanwhile, quantum field theory has a deep connection to statistical physics, mainly in terms of the underlying mathematics. This means that some statistical systems can be reformulated as quantum field theories, famously including the Ising model of magnetic dipoles arranged in a lattice. Wave turbulence is also a topic in statistical physics, although it describes a system far from equilibrium, as opposed to the Ising model and equilibrium self-assembly. Despite its non-thermal-equilibrium nature, Turbulence can still be studied from the lens of quantum field theory, which is what I was attempting to do. Although there are these points of similarity, the topics of research you mention are very different. Self-assembly I began researching early in my undergraduate studies (and continue to research to this day) using mostly computational methods. My interest in quantum field theory, on the other hand, was developed in large part by taking advanced courses on the subject and involved entirely pen and paper work. My research in the field is overall very limited both in scope and in the amount of time I have spent on it so far, but I do very much hope to continue working on it in the future. It is another beautiful topic, and although the bar to making meaningful progress in the field is extremely high, I hope to be able to get to that level some day!
Although I have done a bit of work in machine learning in the past, I have never really played with neural networks before. I am excited now, though, to be starting a new research project that will involve neural networks in a major capacity. This has been on my to-do list for a long time, and I find it interesting to learn more about these amazing tools. Apart from that, I have been making a push to delve deeper into the world of Vim and Emacs (text editor programs). I have been finding that really fun, and I hope to develop my knowledge of the Lisp family of programming languages in the process.
What comes to mind is a word of advice from my mom, who frequently told me growing up when I would complain about something minor bothering me, that “you are not made of glass!” Sometimes, when I am worried about something pushing me outside of my comfort zone, I remind myself that sometimes it is worth toughing it through.
I am currently picking my way through Ted Chiang’s Stories of Your Life and Others. I am also nearly through Cixin Liu’s Remembrance of Earth’s Past trilogy, so I’ve started watching The Three-Body Problem on Netflix, which is based on that series. I love science fiction and have been really enjoying these stories.
Published on December 3, 2024